I was watching the video where the Merlin cast visits Parc Asterix and the video froze suddenly and I cannot breathe
It’s amazing how fast your mood can change after you step in some water with socks on.
I seriously have the worst emotions over Merlin though. Like okay judge me all you want for being so damned passionate about a fictional character but he breaks my heart because he comes in all positive and sweet and caring and he is just this little fluffy kitten in need of fellow fluffy kittens to play with and he ends up with a harded heart because all those other kittens met gruesome ends and he basically ended up watching everybody he ever cared about die. This is not okay. Merlin is the sweetest most adorkable little shit I’ve ever seen and he did not deserve so much pain. My chest hurts when I think about how alone he must have felt and all I want to do is gather him up in a blanket and stroke his little ears and kiss his cheekbones and cuddle him for hours at a time and make him tea because he deserved all the fluff and instead he got a never-ending parade of angst WHY.